I am not fit to be the Stubborn Male Lead’s First Love – Chapter 59 part 1

Translated by: Tinker

Chapter 59So hot (1)

A brand new world from Lu Zhen’s perspective was slowly unfolding.

Weird, absurd, and incredible.

Chu Yin knew the rules of the world so she understood that what he said was possible.

Fate was playing with them.

The years of resentment in her heart were finally solved. After this problem dispersed, a different kind of sadness overtook her heart.

The world wouldn’t compensate her for the tragedy she experienced.

It also wouldn’t compensate Lu Zhen for his sufferings.

No one in this world knew what happened. After experiencing these events, she found that it was only the two of them who could understand each other.

This terrible world.

Lu Zhen squeezed her ears and softly touched her brown hair, “Don’t be sad.”

Chu Yin raised her eyes. The redness in it hadn’t faded yet. Her beautiful peach eyes were a little hazy.

As Lu Zhen watched her, his heart started to feel hot. He wanted to kiss her eyes.

 Chu Yin shook her head and stepped back: “I haven’t forgiven you completely yet.”

She felt that there were still many things to be clarified. Her mood had just calmed down and her brain was still in a mess.

Lu Zhen quietly pulled her in his arms and explained in a low voice, “I suddenly disappeared that year because my uncle started to act.”

Chu Yin was stupefied, forgetting to break free from him.

This was something she thought about for a long time.

“I was…unprepared. I had to imrpove myself plus my acting was too bad.” Lu Zhen laughed at himself.

He needed to have better acting. Lu Linyuan wasn’t someone that could easily be fooled.

“When I took you to see my mother, I was hoping that you could get some information from her.”

Chu Yin blinked. Other than talking about the weather, she also felt that Su Yumin was quiet and melancholy at the time.

To remember everything in this life, Lu Zhen went to the nursing home to find the last key.

At that time, he stood by Su Yumin’s bed and waited patiently for a long, long time before he heard his mother’s frightened voice.

What she said was: 

“I’m dirty.” 

“Don’t come near me.” 

“I shouldn’t be alive.” 

“I’m a sinner…” 

The 17-year-old Lu Zhen stood unmovingly.

Then, in the midst of all these, he realized that his mother’s rejection and resistance for so many years was not against him.

But of disgust to herself.

Lu Linyuan stretched out his hand and gave her the most tender and intimate hug. Seeing her like this, he suppressed his negative emotions.

Su Yumin was completely brainwashed. Killing her husband became her crime. 

She couldn’t face her son nor could she face herself. She could only be at his mercy.

Chu Yin was startled.

So the words she heard from Lu Linyuan to Su Yumin that day had started even long before. Lu Linyuan, a dog man, was simply someone who wasn’t worthy of living.

Plus, he also tried to turn Chu Yin into a second Su Yumin.

Lu Zhen subconsciously tightened his hands and hugged the person in his arms.

It took Chu Yin a long time to come back to her senses. The root cause of all these tragedies was Lu Linyuan – the evil driving force derived from the plot.

Fortunately, the problem had been solved in this life. The dog man was imprisoned. She vowed to make his life worse for the rest of his life.

Lu Zhen touched the top of her hair and waited until she digested all the information before continuing.

“My mother… is not from a famous family. After being married with my father, she was at a disadvantage in her mentality. I found out too late that because of that, she wasn’t confident. So…” Lu Zhen suddenly smiled faintly, “I forced you to study hard.”

Chu Yin was stunned.

She understood what he meant even when he hadn’t finished speaking yet.

The 17-year-old Chu Yin was beautiful, but also stubborn and inferior.

He forced her to learn piano and self-defense. He hoped she would have confidence and not be suppressed by anyone. He didn’t want her to become like Su Yumin.

“You’re fine.” Lu Zhen curled his lips.

Chu Yin’s eyes blinked a few times. After a long time, her cheeks bulged, and awkwardly said, “I worked very hard in my life. I achieved my grades by my own effort.”

“I know,” Lu Zhen smiled as he squeezed her cheek, “So… very dazzling.”

The ward was quiet. No one was passing by the corridor.

 A long time later, Chu Yin’s voice sounded in the ward. “Lu Zhen, you’re hugging me too tightly.” 

It took a while for her to digest the information. Only after she sorted it out did she realized that Lu Zhen’s posture was wrong.

His head was buried in her neck. As his black hair was rubbing the skin, it slightly itched.


Chu Yin hurriedly pushed his head: “Get up.”

“Just a hug.”

Chu Yin put his hand on his chest and began to struggle.

She felt that she had forgotten something important, but she couldn’t remember it for a while.

The most important thing right now was to keep away from Lu Zhen.

Chu Yin struggled a few times, but he didn’t break away.

She glared, “I’m really going to hit you.”

“Don’t move.” Lu Zhen opened his mouth. His voice was a little dumb.

Chu Yin: “Why? I won’t obey you.”

Lu Zhen pressed her close and whispered a few words to her ears. 

Chu Yin’s face suddenly turned red.

A few seconds later, there was a scream in the ward. “Lu Zhen! You shameless!!!”

Chu Yin quickly jumped out, picked up a pillow, and hit Lu Zhen’s face.

Lu Zhen calmly took down the pillow and hugged it. His eyes were dark and innocent.

The person he likes was in his arms, touching her. Lu Zhen’s desire for her was growing strong. 

Chu Yin’s cheeks were hot. Since she had been away from the adult world for too long, she couldn’t bear it.



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